Poetry Series
godsent godsway
- poems -
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godsent godsway (12 27 1979)
i see nights full of pain, days are the same.....
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......
we watch hopes die as time goes on..
we hurt hopelessly as we sadly mourn..
thoughts of the end softly lurk..
we watch pain grow with its hateful smirk..
the chains of solitude tightly grasp..
our hearts die with our every aching gasp..
trapped in our own minds, no wish for freedom..
the grief grows strong with all four seasons..
small yearns for love struggle through stains..
but hatred takes over and more are slain..
lies become us, we live false dreams..
the silence echoes with every voicless scream..
our wishes crumble, then fade to black..
life is over, my own soul has turned his back..
we rest in peace and cry thoughtless tears..
because its not death were scared of, its life we fear..
w.h.2010
godsent godsway
4
..is it the end..
Endless wonders of heartless souls,
flawless blunders as life unfolds..
Scary dreams so deep and cold,
careless demons small yet bold..
Lonely eyes like black coals,
lifeless lies that pay their tolls..
Saddened person full of goals,
perfect visions so full of holes..
Mindless thoughts as blind as moles,
fearless cries still fill the bowl..
Long lost love he wants to hold,
long lost love she just lets go……
w.h.2010
godsent godsway
5
i'm sorry! ! !
i cant forgive any sins,
i cant enforce the law,
i cant mend a broken heart,
i cant pick up everyone who falls...
i cant take away deceit,
i cant tell the truth for all the lies,
i cant rid all the pain,
i cant wipe away all cries...
i cant explain why we struggle,
i cant give courage for all the fear,
i dont know why we suffer,
i cant prolong the years...
i dont know what brings death,
i dont even know why we live,
i cant stop all the stress,
i cant force anyone to give...
i cant heal all the hurt,
i cant take away the shame,
i cant stop the jelousy,
i cant give directions to fame...
i cant cure all the agony,
i cant reverse the time,
i cant take back regrets,
i cant stop all the crime...
i cant glue shattered dreams,
i cant fix all the wrongs,
i cant lift up the weak,
i cant take down the strong...
i cant apologize for the world,
i dont know why some wont lend a hand,
i cant be someone im not,
but i can say im sorry for who i am......
im sorry......
w.h.2010
godsent godsway
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no one cares...
my despair is my prison, there is no golden gate,
my dreams arent my destiny, i live a forbidden fate..
i run from reality but there is no place to hide,
every turn it catches me, but its never by my side..
im really not happy, i lie if i smile,
my mind knows theres no hope but my hearts in denial..
invisible to success, only paths of rejection,
my shadow never follows me, im scared of my own reflection..
sleeping is pointless but its my only break from solitude,
weak from my struggles, i walk with the accused..
i reach for love but its never really there,
but i guess it dont really matter if no one really cares......
w.h.2010
godsent godsway
7
stand alone..
i really hope theres a heaven
at the end of this hell,
because ive struggled and im tired, i refuse
to waste another coin on this broken well..
ive touched some with love but its always
beaten down by sorrow,
and im fed up with people who say they care
but im a stranger tomorrow..
i dont just believe lies, i believe in them because
they give me a fantasy,
my own dreams keep out of reach, its like even
they are ashamed of me..
to donate anything is nothing, but you cant have
my heart because you may destroy its beauty,
but i dont expect anyone to understand because
noone really knows me..
mom said to never give up, but ma, i dont have
anymore fight,
ive given it my all, but still, im stuck in this
sorry a** life..
i fought with flesh and blood till this world ripped
away my bone,
i see many people in front of me, but inside
i stand alone......
w.h.2010
godsent godsway
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the final layer...
It’s the one just out of reach, the one that hides itself from harm,
It’s the one so easy to touch, the one that’s filled with love
mixed with just a hint of charm…
Yet it’s the one so delicate, so soft and is often tucked away
so scared,
Afraid to feel, afraid to connect, afraid to show the love this
lonely place don’t want to share…
Because somehow, someway, something happens and it all gets
lost to shame,
Maybe it’s a lie that’s told, or maybe it’s the hidden truth that’s
stored away by flames…
It’s a part of us where sorrow fails to succeed, unless someone
special destroys that wall,
And when it’s damaged it hurts endlessly, and there is no help
for this fall…
It’s that one part of our body that we try to shield with an
honest prayer,
My hearts already broken baby, you’ve just ripped the final
layer………
w.h.2010
godsent godsway
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